another sob story
Why is she so persistant at hating someone she doesnt even know???
someone who i am happy with, that i cant stand to be without?? is it really that hard for her to see. i think at times she just sees what she wants to beleive not what is really there.
i cannot stand her selfish ways and her hate for a part of me. i feel as if everyday if i dont acheive perfection it is just a let down. no matter how much i do right the bad shines over the good. no matter how small the bad it is magnified and put out there for all to see.
i just wonder when i will do anything that lives up to her exspection and if i already do than why dont i get recognized for it? i only get it when i mess up.
it hard living in this house. wanting to cry at any moment for anything said. and it sucks being sad and crying everyday.
but it is crazy how i am fine when im not around these people and out of the house!!! crazy how that works huh.
i love them but i just cant live with them.
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